A New Walk - Chapter 11

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"Shyaybik" I said with a bold tone a chunk of me was ready to start new and another part kept holding to the same cycling thoughts yikraha ni9fi w ni9fi fee thaaaayib❤️

Aziz:"7aram ili yolah 3alaich? W ghair hatha Ana 3indi salfa, w wallah thum wallah abeech min al7een t3arfeen ina ayshay sima3ti mara7 akhisha 3alaich bafahmich wayed ashya2 Haya bas sim3eeni w khal y9eer 3inch thi8a feeni"

*BANG* the door slam shut as Hessa walked into the room, Aziz still had his hands wrapped around me surprisingly enough

Hessa:"HAYOON..haw Azi?...um..hala..weee sorry al7een a6la3"

She quickly raced back to the door her face galab alwan 

I started laughing about what just happened madri sh3ablha Hessa =))

I grabbed his hand and went to sit on the sofa 

Me:"yallah na6ra gol..."

Aziz:"Shiftay youm yaditi itiwafa? Dana lzigat min youmha lazgat supper glue"

Me:"hhh"

Aziz:"Haya shfeech a7acheech jad"

Me:"Kamil kamil =))"

Aziz:"ilmohim, thak ilyoum 3ugub ma 6aa7 ilyahil w 3ugub ili galatliya Hessa ili sawita feech Dana 7aramt 3alaiha t6ib baitna"

Me:"Wil Ferrari, tara bas la2ini sakta mu ma3nata ma adri 3an shay Aziz"

Aziz:"khaleeni akamil...3ugb sboo3 dagat 27 miss call wallah awareech the calls...chan itdig ikhit'ha shakait fee shay 9ayir bas 7agart the phone. W dazat message ina (Aziz now is not the time for arguments I'm at the Gulf Street w alone my Ferrari wgifat 3alai) Ubouy yani w gaal rou7 shouf bint 3amik agoula la2?"

Me:"khala9 la tkamil fahamt, bas shyaybik?"

Aziz:"walaht w laish you block me min kilshay wrabi Haya Dana 9ayra kilmukan til7agni, yeetich...it's where I belong."

My heart swelled I felt my thumbs throbbing.

What he said ment a lot and his eyes showed enough how honest within every word he said that he ment it.

He took out a movie and shaghila as I dried my hair in the towel I then joined him in bed laying my head on his tummy enjoying the movie in silence 

Kaan 7a6 the cartoon Wall-E, ilfilim kan ybachini since it came out

He knew I was sniffing on tears half way..he pulled me close w we slept.

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Me:"Azizzz 3azmitik"

Aziz:"Ohhh min gadi wain?" 

Me:"Tathkir Julie our neighbour ili awal kila tarsim huge paintings? Msawya opening ib an art gallery tonight"

*i took a new tux suit out of the closest*

Me:"shift :D Jameeeeeeeel mu?"

Aziz: Mu =))

Me:"Meet you at 8 pm? Barou7 I get my nails w hair done"

It's been a while since me and Aziz have been out like to a party or an opening or so, I wanted to dress so I'd look the prettiest in his eyes tonight...a part of me still wants to impress him every single day ❤️ 

So I wore-

I felt pretty

We met at the house at 8 my baby looked handsome he had his car ready, my inner Haya felt the whole world sparkling. 

Aziz:"yah yah yah sh'hazain wala a7la princess my wife ❤️"

For the first time I felt chithi mista7ya..

He lead me to the front seat, these London nights *sigh*

*Say something started playing*

I held Aziz's hands

Me:"Aziz I'm sorry"

He goofily smiled and sat up with his eyes happier than I've seen him the past few days

Aziz:"Ya3ni officially 6aa7 il7a6ab, ma min sorry \o/"

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The glasses of cocktails were all over the party the fascinating colors and paintings were spiraculer   

We went to Julie to say hello and congratulate her 3ala the gallery opening

Julie was a 40ish year old with a perfect sense of style and an artisty personality she lived with her husband and dog yamna ib our old house. 7ad'ha sweet 7ata her husband 

They were blindly rich bas ili yshoofhum ygoul 3adiyeen

The party had fashion icons artists...kan aku a Saudi couple who she introduced us to 

The wife was stunning, the husband got well with Aziz

The Saudi women:"Ahlan ismik?"

Me:"Haya..w7adhritich?"

The women:"AlJohara"

Me:"tisharafna"

AlJohara:"kuwaitiya?"

Me:"lahjiti waaadh7a :p?"

AlJohara:"Jidan, ya7ilu 7akeekum, ila 3indik Instagram?"

Me:"ee @HayaAlx"

The men were somewhere roaming around 

Me and AlJohara sat the rest of the night chatting about absolutely kilshay I told her to join me and Hessa one day 3ala ma njahizlaha, w 6a7at ilmiyana bsir3a! 

A7is chini a3arifha minziman! 

Me:"9arli fatra mishtahya cheesecake"

AlJohara:"Wagtik 9a7! Aku caffe jambina greeb maara let's quickly get some and come back the boys won't even notice"

I lost Aziz in the party fa she gave me her jacket and we went walking down the street min il gallery

Dakhalna a small cozy cafe ra7at Aljohara ta6lib cheese cake w I sat with my phone in hand I checked the time wala a whole hour has passed wi7na roaming in London.

A black car 9fi6at bara the caffee 

Me:"Joharaaa hathi sayart Aziz"

AlJohara:"ee w hatha zoji ma3a"

Me:"gaylatlihum?!"

AlJohara:"ee tawa dazli zoji 3abdallah wainik w giltla"

Daash Aziz wuhwa flaming a39ab 

Aziz:"WAIN ILTELEPHONE?"

Lama staw3ab ina he was loud he stood and took a breath.

He walked close and held my hand and walked me out the cafe 

Aziz:"laish ma trideen"

Me:"wallah ma dagait il telephone 6oul il muda beedi" 

Aziz:"intay still ma sawateeni unblock?"

Me:"nisaiiiiiit Aziz" 

Aziz:"3adil, inzain gomay khal nig3ad ma3ahum yabaw cake-tich"

Me and Aziz sat next to eachother 

AlJohara and Abdullah sat next to eachother jidamna I felt to proud sitting next to Aziz it felt normal bas that exiting normal, him..me..us.

He took my phone and started unblocking himself min all the social networks..

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When we arrived home I changed into a night gown and he sat watching TV still in his tux 

Aziz:"minu hatha ili msawi favourite all your tweets?" 

Me:"..."

A New Walk - Chapter 10

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Hessa:"....iltajheez inshallah...I'm sorry tawny agoulich bas3ugub bacher the flight, ok? now a7jizlich hayon w I'll come w asa3dich packing okay?"

Me:"hesssaaaaa *sigh* ok yallah waiting"

I told Aziz all about the flight

Aziz:"ma midani I spend time ma3ach bas itha ibtistansain fidaach"

Me:"Allah la ya7rumni 3izi"

*YOUM ILSAFRA*

*BEEEP BEEEP CAR HORN*

Me:"kaniii yaya Hessa WAI MASHALLAH WAIT" 

I wore -

I ran to the car with my heels, my hair tied into a sleek bun and fresh makeup 

Hessa and her mother were waiting, rikabt w salamt 3alaihum quickly 

I texted Aziz "ma baghait aga3dik bas when you wake up please know that I miss you already babe"

Wi9alna the airport the floors were familiar, I had those flashbacks lama awal ma wi9alt ilkuwait w kint 7amil, this sucks how everything could've turned out....

Rikabna il6ayara w fachait twitter 

@hessaAlx:London with my chica's!!

I smiled, took a deep breath w turned on my iPod as I settled in my chair, ذكراك - عبدالمجيد started playing and the rest was me, Hessa and her mother w souwalifna on the airplane.

LONDON HERE WE COME! 

Wi9alna our place (aka my and Aziz's house)

Ilbait mala 6a3am bidouna, I unlocked the visitors flat w gilt 7ag il part time maid tsawi 3asha quickly before she left. 

Hessa and her mother settled at the visitors flat more like 2 rooms a kitchen counter, 9aala including the bathroom, it was perfectly furnished in compare to the rest of the house I'd say

I went to my room stood next to the side table picking up a photo of me and Aziz , my baby I miss him already I truly do.

Woke up next morning while the driver got the car warmed up for a long day of shopping with Hessa and her mother, I checked my phone wala a notification from Aziz "Not fair. I miss you more." It made my heart sink 

I took the elevator up to Hessa's, her mother was fast asleep she was on skype with Yousif in the other room 

Ni6art'ha bil 9aala after minutes she came 

Hessa: *sighhh* she smiled 

Me:"sh'hal 7ub chithi ysawi?"

Hessa:"w akthar ba3ad" her eyes were still day dreaming..."7achaitay Aziz?"

Me:"yep whats app bas gali Ina ilyoum mashghoul"

Hessa:"bagoulich shay" she hesitated 

*HESSA'S POV*

It sucked to know that Aziz was playing around with Dana 3ala 7achi Yousif whom I just spoke to and seeing how Haya is trying so hard to get Aziz back to the old Aziz , trying so hard to know shfee thinking he has nothing to do with Dana.

Aziz confessed that he had been spending time with Dana once or twice for a coffe but he did stop, yet, she's been following him everywhere.

I had do say this to Haya 

Me:"Haya mara7 akhish 3anich shay bas Aziz...when we gathered for a movie? Lama ri7t bucks? he was with Dana in the car bas wallah now wagaf and Dana kilmukan la7gita."

*BACK TO HAYA'S POV*

I sat there silently watching Hessa's mouth blabber about Aziz I know she was saying the truth but I didn't want to believe any of it bas I still knew it was the truth. I was in denial.

*AFTER 3 DAYS*

I went every night sobbing my eyes out I blocked Aziz min all the social networks and used my phone bas 3ashan a7achi my parents 

After a long day we were finally got back home it was about 9pm; showered and stood in the dressing room with my pj shorts and a light tank top my hair was still wet, I felt hands snaking against my back over my hips, I could've literally died.

Turned around silently within a millisecond to see Aziz's messy bread and blue shirt which complemented his tanned skin and brown wide eyes with his hands remaining wrapped around me.

"AZIIIIZZZZ" I felt my eyes widening he picked me up into an embrace

My eyes were as wet as my hair at this point.

A New Walk - Chapter 9

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Aziz: "la Ana yay ma3a.....wa7id min irabi3"

Ashkara the shadow wasn't a guys

shadow in the car bas 7agrt ili kaan ga3ad y9eer cause at this point kint a9lan khayfa a3arif 

Chathbat 3ala rou7i w 9adagt.

I gave him telephona w he left

I shut the door behind me Hessa was looking at me expecting something

Me:"shtabeen"

Hessa:"Walashay Zain?"

Me:"Zain 3a6eeni my Frap bas" 

Fajer:"inzain sa2alteee 3an ilsafra?!"

Me:"Weeee nisait I'll ask him bacher wala lama trou7oon"

*THE NEXT DAY*

Ma nimt ams ila at 2 the girls left late and I had all those thoughts about the shadow in the red Ferrari trying so had ina agoul 7ag my self it's not a girl w akeed mu Dana after the baby 129020% sure 

Mama:"Hayaween gumay Aziz yay ymurich ryoug ygoul ma trideen 3ala telephonich dag 3alay aga3dich"

Me:"9aba7 il khair Yuma al7een agoum"

 

I quickly showered, sawait my hair wavy and got it in a low pony tail 

6ala3t my clothes I wore -

W 7a6ait his favourite cologne ❤️

my phone rang again 

Aziz:"Yallah 7abeebti Ana bara"

The call was cut off w rikabt ma3a his navy G-class 

Aziz:"Nawartay ilsayara walhan 3alaich this week inshallah tabeen nrou7 badawir houses?"

Me:"w'shloun our studies in the UK?"

Aziz:"Intay 3indi ameera bas khal9ay uni w la tishtaghlain"

Me:"bas Aziz abi 7ali 7aal my friends"

Aziz:"ili yray7ich 7abeebti"

Something ib galbi gali forget the Ferrari and the shadow, it's been a while since I've seen Aziz this calm w not tensing up the small talks.

He was driving with one hand and held my hand in the other, I miss this, me and him alone; small talks, singing to the random songs that come up, random jokes, ni9'7ak 3ala suwalifna when we were kids, kilshay, I miss him.

Ma3a the baby's loss and him also losing his grandmother allah yir7amha things have distanced us and it felt good being the old us.

We stopped 3ind ileshara

Aziz:"Chanel N°5 perfume?"

Me:"and I thought you'd never notice"

Aziz:"itha I don't notice you minu ili I'm gonna notice, w 3ala fikra you trimmed your hair"

Me:"3afya your noticing skills are improving =))"

I finally got a chance to skim over what he was wearing and leave my thoughts aside 

he was wearing-

His hair was perfectly neat and his jaw line was a killer.

 

Wi9alna the restaurant he pulled the chair for me and tossed my jacket on the chair 

Me:"Ohhh yabkhti ya gentleman"

Aziz:"afa bas ma 3arafteeni"

My inner Haya was screaming CUTEEE

Yabaw the food w we snap chatted together added a caption "With my boo❤️"

Al7een lazim I ask him 3an ilsafra.

Me:"Aziz Hessa bitjahiz in London 7ag zawajha.."

Aziz:"ee allah ywafigha Yousif khoush wa7id wihi tistahil"

Me:"ee w baghat as2ilik..umm.. Barou7 ma3aha Aziz pleaseee?"

Aziz dropped the fork 

Is it a good thing? Bad thing? I couldn't tell.

Aziz:"Meta w min birou7 with her other than you?"

Me:"Umha Aziz, next week w ba3dain mara7 n6awil yemkin a9lan bas 10 days itha 6awalna hatha itha mu 1 week ba3ad"

Aziz:"Inshallah y9eer khair"

Radaina il bait'hum, the last time I saw these carpets nothing had a speck of joy the faces were sad and what happens was even sadder kan youm il3aza ili 6i7t fee was the last time I came here 

Aziz's mother:"Ya 7ayallah min yana ya7iluha min 9iba7iya"

Me:"allah y7ayeech ba3ad rou7i khalti"

I kissed her forehead and printed a nude lipstick on it

Soulaft 3an Hessa's tajheez 

Aziz's mother:"Azooz murtik bitrid khalwa cham youm trou7 tistanis ba3ad youm 6aa7 ilyahil mu sahla."

Aziz:"3ala shourich Yuma"

After a while I went back home and  texted Hessa

"79AI9 WANASA IM COMING"

She instantly called 

Hessa:"Haya tara iltajheez..."