A New walk - Chapter 8

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Me:"Yuma shfeekum golooli shloun ilbaby"

Words were still hard to project and say clearly kint ta3bana my body felt sore and my parents expressions certainly didn't make it any easier.

Aziz came in his black dishdasha and his chmaq rested on his shoulder.

He almost ran and embraced what he could without hurting me into a hug.

Ma gal wala kilma all he did was hold my hand after the hug.

Kint lail7een a7ati the baby

Aziz:"allah inshallah y3awi9'na khair"

Me:"b'shinu? Laish?"

I started acknowledging that I lost the baby.

Bidoun la a7is I laid my head between my knees and started weeping and crying 7agart the pain in my back when I sat up.

Mama hugged me tight and I could hear her soft whispers between her tiers 

"Ya binti...." 

Aziz then hugged me too be bit his lower lip trying not to cry but 7asait b his shivers of crying when he hugged me.

I inhaled his perfume 

It felt safer, he felt home.

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*AZIZ'S POINT OF VIEW*

Ma agdar aghayer shay ili allah katba 

When I heard about the loss w Ana b3aza il riyayeel, 7asait ini kint dari this baby won't last for some reason.

Allah la 7ikma bkil shay.

Bas siwaat Dana 3ala 7achi Hessa 8i9a thania, ma tdish il bait wala ashouf rig3at wayiha, bas to be honest akeed Haya ghal6ana Dana a3arifha she can be annoying or rude bas mu ma3a ahalha

Lama I raced to the hospital in the rain to see Haya I feared ina it might be harder for her than me.

Dakhalt wala her pale face was on the pillow and her eyes were clocking from her mother's face to her father's face they were talking about the baby.

I tried not to cry but it all hit me when I hugged Haya, she was also crying and it now felt real. 

I can't tell her bas I'm starting to have feelings about Dana. 

I'm going to get rid of them.

I'm trying.

Ma7ad jabalni kither Dana when I felt down or sad.

When I breathed in everything felt shivery my blood pressure was either too high or too low bas 7agarta.

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*BACK TO HAYA'S POINT OF VIEW*

I woke up the next morning still feeling sore and dhahri thabi7ni bas shway shway bidait astaw3ib ina I'm not pregnant anymore and I'm starting to accept ina what has happened khala9.

Aziz has been so distant lately w ma yta7acha kila m3a9ib w mala khilgi

After a week I was still in Kuwait same old Aziz comes to bait ahali to check on me and today Hessa and Fajer decided to come for a movie night mama kanat sharya all the things ma buga chips, soft drinks, pop corn, 6alabna pick yo pistachio w 7a6aina mean girls 

Lama kina in high school kaan our favourite movie we know the words by heart =)) 

"ON WEDNESDAYS WE WEAR PINK" we screamed at the tv at the same time when the line came up =))

We laughed all night long they helped me so much getting through this loss.

Hessa: "imshay ma3ay London ajahiz for my marriage, mama btiyeey w Ana wiyaach minha you forget and minha nistanis"

Fajer:"ee wallah hayon go wanasa Ana lu ma the exams in uni I have now I would've gone"

Me:"allaaaa nidkhal kil da3ous we'll buy the awesomest and classiest preparation 7ag your marriage" 

Hessa:"tam 3ayal :D?!"

Me:"bas Aziz..."

Hessa:"mara7 n6awil"

Me:"la as in Akhaf Aziz ma yirdha a9lan"

It was almoste 9pm 

Fajer:"BANAAAT houb abi caramel frappuccino"

Hessa:"Ana a9lan a9lan min ams mishtahya barou7 starbucks ili ymna 5 minutes Ana 3indikum"

Me:"laaaa2 mu ilaaa"

Hessa:"5 minutes :):):)"

Me:"zaaain :)"

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*HESSA'S POINT OF VIEW*

Kina ga3deen watching the movie minziman since the baby's loss I haven't seen Haya laugh as much il7imdillah even her mother is noticing ina ga3da t9eer a7san 

Aziz is not helping at all all he does is come kil two days and sits around w yit'thamar

While we were watching the movie wi9alni notification on whats app from Yousif

What's app

"Ana in Starbucks with Aziz w al7een kishat feeni w jaabal Dana :/"

Ri7t bucks I didn't know what I was thinking w kint ba7achi Aziz with Yousif 

*Calls Yousif*

Me:"Yousif Ana yaya from Haya's house 2 minutes Ana 3indik"

Yousif:"shiyeebich.."

Me:"Ana nazla"

I walked to Yousif lama I ordered, ma shift la Dana wala Aziz 

Me:"wainhum"

Yousif:"khala9 Hessa mu wagta, khathaw their drinks to the car ga3deen ysoulfoun"

6ala3t with him wa9alni the car w I saw the lights of a red Ferrari ga3deen two feeha

DANA AND AZIZ?! 

They were pretty close mu ga3dat friends or normal cousins 

Shinu maku dam Aziz?! And your wife?!

Haya would die if she knew

Sikat w rikabt the car I took a moment 3ala ma 6akhait

Mu wagta asawi problems and I'll just enjoy the night with the girls 

Darait the house 

Haya:"WA Akheeran?!"

Fajer:"bas yibay the coffe and intay thilfay =))"

Me:"AFAAAA mu maal wayh"

Fajer:"hayon call Aziz shoofay what he says about going to London bas an idea"

Haya called 

*RING RING*

Haya: WEEE hatha Aziz's phone 7abeebi when he came earlier he forgot his phone

*THE BELL RANG*

Haya:3umra 6weel akeed he came to pick his phone up Ana ba6la3 a36ee wait.

Ma adri I stop her or not.

6la3t with her hoodie on, her eyes were glowing she was happy ina she gets to see him again

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*HAYA POV*

6ala3t he was yam the door step,

"Aziiiiiz" I hugged him to see a red Ferrari and a shadow in the car

Me:Min sayarta hathi?

Aziz: la Ana yay ma3a.....

A New walk - Chapter 7

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Dana:"gomay ma3ay"

Dana was talking directly at me wala chena my friends gamaw 3ashan ysalmoun 3alaiha,  

She gave them her fake smile 

Me:"zain al7een ayeech foug"

Fajer:"Chiba7 Allah y3eenich hayon"

Fara7:"gi6ee3a nisra"

Hessa:"Banat yallah nikfakh'ha =))?!"

Hessa always lightens up the mood =))

I followed her up the stairs, being pregnant made it hard for me at this stage ini a93ad w anzil the stairs quickly. 

Me:"Amray shbaghaitay..."

Dana:"7abeebti Haya khathach Aziz kaifkum bili ma y7afidhkum bas mu tig3ideen tgouleen 3ani 7achi min waray 3ind his mother w deema"

Me:"Dana haw shfeech? Ay 7achi hatha w min ili ga9 3alaich ana ma wi9alt ila ams fakray feeha"

She took me by shock mu Ina what she said, what shocked me Ina al7eeen?!? In your grandmother's 3aza you want to fight over NOTHING?! 9ij ilgheera sibayib.

When she almost went down again I grabbed her from her wrist. Lazim a7acheeha w asheel ay fikra makhthat'ha ghala6.

She turned to look at me with wide eyes.

Deema:"eedich."

Me:"khala9tay 7achyich intay mu? Al7een doori bas imshay nig3ad"

We sat bil9aala ili foug

Me:"Dana ana wallah thum wallah I dont hate you, and mabi mishakil baina bil akher we remain family,ana itha I have something to say I'll say it jidamich. Bas I have one question only mabeech takhteenha personally...bas shtabeen b Aziz?"

Deema:"INTAY INSANA MA TIN3A6AIN WAI, TIJARI2AIN YOU ASK ME THIS QUESTION AL7EEN"

ya3ni intay (AL7EEN) 3adi 3indich but when it comes to me may9eer.

she got up almost lifting the chair wiyaha and I almost saw her dusts as her 3abaya's edges mopped the floor behind her

Ma shift wayiha whether she was crying or not, I sat upstairs for a while Hessa came

Hessa:"haya nizlai ilbanat y7atounich downstairs...haya shfeech laish mit9'ayiga?"

Giltlaha 3an Dana.

Hessa:"waiih khaleeha tawli imshay ma3ay ta7at wala ayeeb il3aza kila foug =))" she tried Ina t3adil moodi

I went down the stairs Dana was going up again my heels didn't help at all with walking or so on, my baby bump is starting to slightly show. 

I smiled at her when we reached the same stair and she pushed me with her shoulder 

All I felt was my back aching, the screams of Hessa beside me...6i7t 3ala the stairs and  

everything blacked out

.....

*beep beep beep* 

The sound maal the doctor's devices 

A7is my eyelids are too heavy to lift

When I opened my eyes all I could see was the dull walls surrounding me and the blue hospilat curtens 

I had wires all over my chest 

Khift w ra3a9t the nurse button

Mama and Hessa came running in before the nurse did 

Mama:"Hayona 9a7aitay, il7imdillah mama ma 3alaich ila il3afya ana yamich"

Hessa:"Hayona la tkhafeen nafs ma galat khalti ma 3alaich ila il3afya"

Kilshay kan still blurry I wasn't fully awake it was difficult to reply my tongue felt heavy too 

Mama staw3ibat I was trying so hard to talk her eyes got watery 

Mama:"Hayona intay lail7een 7a6eelich banj irta7ay 7abeebti kilna yamich"

She sat on the edge of my hospital's bed I heard the whispers wihya ga3da tigra the Quran in one hand and stoking my hair in the other.

7asait safer.

I couldn't talk, my brain couldn't help but played back fall ili 9arat bil3aza and I started worrying about the baby and Aziz.

I slept again and woke up still mama on my right and the beeps of the devices around me shway ila baba came held my hand and smiled, his eyes were sad 

This time I felt a bit better

Me:"Yuma il baby?"

Mama and baba looked at each other I couldn't read the expressions on their faces 

A New Walk - Chapter 6

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Dana: "ta3alay wiyay shway Haya"

Aziz's mother interrupted as she asked Dana to help her out b'sha3'la

Ra7at Dana, radait I sat mukani and Deema (Aziz's sister) got up heading to the entrance ga3da tsalim 3ala ilawadim 3ind il madkhal.

I sat glaring at the faces barley noticing anyone without 3adasati

*FLASH BACK HIGH SCHOOL*

Sunday morning, kan Aziz ilinsan ilwa7eed shofta that made Sundays easier.

Rani dashat as usual min 6 am 

Rani: "Haya wake up badain mama sawi problem laish no go to school early!"

Me:"inzaiiin Rani 6il3ay baraa!"

I grabbed my phone checking Aziz's last seen (Last seen today 5:40 am) "Aziz woke up" ma 7asait brou7i wana agoulha slightly smiling.

I hesitated ina I send him a goodmorning text, a bit too much seeing how love-full the last conversation was.

Ga3adt dresses up and 7a6ait shway maskara to school, ma3ina I rarely like makeup on my skin.

Got in the car and checked twitter,

@AzizAlx :"Ma yhawin 3ala youmi ila shofat H ♡"

7awalt whats app texted him

Me:"Aziizz mu chithi obvious 3aad!" 

Aziz:"Ma7ad bi la7i9' =))! Goodmorning H♡ ;p"

9akait the phone and dakhalt il school gates, walking up to the class hardley identifing people's features without my lenses kint nasyat'hum bkil ghaba2 :)

I got into class looking breifley at everybody's face, as usual Aziz ga3id mukana (♡.♡) with Yousif his friend.

I could see him blabbering with his hand guestures across the table.

Hessa:"ooob oob oob gilna 7ub bas mu chithi ma chini wiyaach in class ya 7mara"

Me:"chub chub a9lan minzeenich =))"

Fajer:"Afaaaa 9ij ili liga a7baba nisa a97aba =))"

Aziz noticed ina the girls gathered he looked at me, I looked away bidoun la a7is. The space between our sight had me nervous enough bas a7la sh3our.

*BACK TO REALITY* 

Tawa b dakhlat'hum Fajer, Fara7, Hessa and the rest.

3azaw Deema and Aziz's mother wilbaji and they headed 9oobi.

Dana came back:"tara ma nisait gomay ma3ay" 

A New Walk - Chapter 5

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Anyways Yabi the phone?! Inzain shasawi with the whats app message from back home Kuwait 

Me: "Aziiiz laish tabi il telephone tawni agoul yazeen Aziz bidoun iltelephone shaaghla" I tried saying it acting as natural and calm as possible.

Radaina ilbait I dropped my bag and went to wash the makeup off my face.

Radait il9aala to Aziz, he had his head resting between his two hands, akeed dara.

Me:"Aziz 7abeebi..."

Aziz:"shift iltelephone w 6ayaratna 2 ildhihir bacher"

At this point ma adri shili lazim asawi.

He wasn't crying but he had those red patches of stress under his eyes and when he does so it's even worst than seeing him cry.

Gam w ra7 to the room

Dagait 3ala najla and told her about what has happened 

Naj: la 7awilllah, 3a9'am allah ajrikum Haya tabeen ayeech I pack with you? 

Me: ya ba3ad rou7i Naj ajirna w ajrich itha i7tijt shay I'll tell you, you're a sister I never had a9lan 

I went to the room he was lying on the bed I tried approaching him slowly, chena if I did anything too quick he was going to rage

Me: Aziz hathi ildinya allah ar7am min Hal dinya w allah ar7am min il sickness ili she suffered

He avoided me and sat at the edge of the bed.

I felt a lump in my throat ma agdar asawila shay seeing the love of my life being played around with by life HURTS

I left him alone shwaya akeed that's what he needs, I packed the clothes 7ag our flight and called mama who already knew 

Next morning ga3adt w zahabt breakfast 

Me: Aziz 7abeebi lazim takil

Aziz: mu mishtihi khali

Me: Aziz muzain warana 6ayara la nimt wala kalait w...*i started blabbing alone*

Aziz: 8A9IB YUBA MANI MAKIL YOUM KAMIL YMUR YADITI MITWAFYA MA YITEENY GILTEELI TABI SHAY?! MI7TAJ SHAY?! TABI TASHKI MIN SHAY??

His anger was raging like crazy I never saw him chithi m3a9ib w za3lan I went to the room

Madri shasawi ok?! He avoids me when he's sad and then blames me, magdar alouma now 

Wi9lana ilma6ar w ri7na boarding we sat next to eachother we talked 3adi, ma za3alt cause I knew ina he's too sad to even speak at this point.

Faj2a ila Dana entered, kanat labsa HUGE black glasses she probably had no makeup on I hugged her 

Me: "3atham allah ajrich Dana"

Dana: "ajirna wajrich" she sniffed wiping her red nose, ybayen beneath the glasses inha bachya.

7achat Aziz I gave them space, w ba3dain Rikabna il 6ayara 

We both slept ma kina naymeen 3adil last night, when we then woke up and I laid my head on his shoulder watching the same movie but on diffrent screans he then slipped a paper on my lap.

Garait'ha; it was an apology letter I hugged him and he gave me a slight soft smile "Hatha Aziz ili a3arfa ili ma tfarig wayha hal btisama Ana ham asfa Aziz"

Ilmohim ri7t ilbathroom being pregnant isn't fun whoever stated so all I do is drink water and urinate :):):)

I came back wala Dana ga3da mukani lama garabt she looked at me 

Dana: Haya 3a6eena facha ba7achi 3an 2mour family 

Me: la ikhthay ra7tich 

HAMAN MA3THOURA I mean their grandma just died ma agdar agoul shay.

Khathait my bag and sat mukan Dana.

After a while we arrived to Kuwait, taboun il 9ij I was kinda happy it felt good knowing that I'll be going back home back to mama and the family, my friends my old room... I could go on forever 

Wi9alna and it was mama at the airport I hugged her tight enough I could feel my spine being touched by her rings, it felt good returing back, I can breath now it feels like a FRESH start! 

Me and Aziz planned ina I stay at my mother's 7ag this week until things in his family's house settle and calm down, I hugged Aziz goodbye I would've smooched him luma 3aib in Kuwait? La and the airport ba3ad?! :) 3ashan akbar fu9'ee7a

Rikabt ilsayara with baba, mama and my younger brother 3abdilmi7sin wala yaybeeli KDD CHOCOLATE MILK ❤️❤️❤️ A7ibhum maku mina in London 

Me: A7IBKUM

Solafna 6oul il6reej kint shab3ana noum 3ugub the long sleep in the airplane 

We got home the scent of bkhour aaaahhh... Rani was waiting for me 

Me: RANIII ❤️ Lamait'ha and 6ala3t laha the perfume I bought her from London ma3a necklace 

Rani was our maid min youm kint 7 she's family 

Mama: 7abeebti Hayona la tikhtar3ain ba3ad 3indi lich mufaja2a ib 9aalat il9'youf

Ri7t il 9aala 

"SURPRISEEE!!!" 

My High school friends!! Hessa, Fajer, Fara7, 6aiba and my two cousins aghla nasii ❤️ 

I started crying who to hug first?! 

Fajer: Ya 7mara walhana 3alaich

Fara7: NAWAR NAWAR NAWAR 

Hessa: Kalbaaa ya m6awil il3'aiba!!!

I was happy to see them all! 

Bala3na w we laughed all night walaht 3ala this life T.T!!! We laughed our collarbones off and watched  a movie later on I almost forgot about my backache and aziz's sadness 

I missed on so much so much kilihum 3indihum suwalifhum

Hessa is almoste married to Yousif (makh6ouba) w ga3deen yjahzoun their house

Fajer, and fara7 were in uni w they both have their stories, my cousins had so much to say 3an the family.

They went home and I showered slept and got into my pj's after a long day.

I kissed my parents goodnight, wa2akheeran I can do so?! Walaht 3alihum waayed.

I couldn't sleep I called Aziz about 4 times kila he doesn't answer

I had to sleep early 3ashan arou7 to his family and ajabil the 3aza with Deema, Aziz's sister who is also my friend and her mother.

I woke up w baba kan rayi7 already 3aza ilriyayeel with Mi7sin my brother 

Rani: Good morning habeebti Ana sawi pancake same same awal Haya small you go to school 

Me: Rani I miss you wallah intay nafs mama to me, shlounich w mi7sin shlouna?

Rani: intay Zain more than mi7sin 

Me: e7m e7m =))

Tarayagt I wore my 3abaya and went to the 3aza with mama I hugged deema Aziz's sister awal ma I entered and his mother of course "3a9'am allah ajirkum akher ila7zan inshallah"

Deema pulled me to the side and we sat we didn't talk much it was clear she wasn't in the mood at all. 

Me: Deema adri mu wagta bas shlouna Aziz dagait 3alaih ams bas ma rad 

Deema: si2lay Dana maskeena ihya ili mjablita min ams 

Dana shaku? Shinu si2lay Dana? She didn't go to her house ya3ni? Shtabi? He doesn't have a sister, wife, mother? 3ashan his cousin comes along? 

Dana was approaching me with her pitch black 3abaya 

Dana: Ta3alay wiyay shway Haya 

A New Walk - Chapter 4

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I woke up 9 am sharp, I even dreamt about the flowers last night min kither ma Bali shaghilni. I could hear the news echos down the corridor, which means Aziz is up w ga3id bil 9aala.

I waited all night long to ask him about Dana and the flowers bas a part of me didn't want to know 

I got up and went to the 9aala

Aziz: "9aba7 il khair beautiful", gosh his smile is a killer

Me: "9aba7 ilfuul ya a7lahum"

I walked to the counter where I fiddeled with the flowes 

Me: "7abeebi ams flowers arrived w the delivery man ygoul it was from hmm..Dana china? Ee Dana"

I acted all careless and as if I couldn't remember but from the inside kint mayta min ilgheera 

Aziz: "Eee 9a7 ma giltlich 3an ams! Dana yaya tawha to Brighton itzour madri minu w7da it3arifha ilmohim 3ami daaz papers malout the hotel and the company with her 3aad, 3a6atni yahum w 6aminatni 3an il ahal 3ugub she wanted me to drop her at oxford street w 3aad when I did 9aar il7adith, gubisa Hal Dana min 9igherha"

I smiled so hard and I tried to hide my face lama gal 3anha gubisa, my inner Haya was screaming min ilfar7a =))

He leaned to see my face and that I was smiling 

Me: "Aziizz shinuuu..hmm..ah..inzain Dana shlounha" 

Aziz: "la tkhafeen 3alaiha, bitsaweena rou7ich mu mihtama w mu ghairana? Ya5i wallah I 3arfich w a7ibich wa7ib ili y7ibich wala a7ib ghairich zain?" 

He hugged me from the back ❤️

I turned around to hug him looking up to see his large brown eyes 

"Akhaaaaih" I sighed 

I helped him to get his shirt on as it was hard for him with his hand 

Me:"7abeebi shiwadeek to work today abi atrayag wiyak...khal ntirayag bara"

He walked away and grabbed the phone 

7asait a9lan 3adi a9lan itsakib feeni :):):)

Aziz on the phone: "Hello.. Good morning to you too...I see..well I'm not coming to work sort out my meetings for tomorrow"

"Yallah a7la breakfast out wiya a7la Haya?"

We went out for breakfast...

Aziz: "Hayona sam7eeni itha these days Ana mashghoul wimga9ir I'm trying to set up everything 3ashan I'd be perfectly ready when you have the baby, thak ilyoum shif a baby girl's coverall in Ralph Lauren khal nrou7 nishtiri baby clothes itha mu ta3bana w let's pick the size"

Haya: "ya aghlahum inshallah, ma min g9our w I have to see thou8ik in baby wear khal nrou7 after the pancakes" 

And so we did, min gabil we planned ina lama o9al il shahar il 6th ina arid ilKuwait to my parents 3ashan I prepare and akoon wiya my mother lama olad.

My mother counts down the days until I return to kuwait I call her every single day and sometimes we'd stay up all night she'd tell me 3an 3irs flana, flana tizawijat, flana dashat ilmustashfa and 6ab3an shinu ghadagum everyday ..a9lan a7is chini wiyaha at home ❤️

While we were shopping Aziz warani the coverall ili kaan 3ajba IT IS  

CUTEEEEE ❤️

Khathaina w we continued shopping litrelly Aziz basically shara kilshay...

Aziz: "inzain Haya itha bintna kbarat it7iseen shinu thou8ha bilsayarat ya3ni shinu nishtireelha w chithi"

Me: "Aziz 7abeebi taw ilnaas awal shay let's see her pretty face =))"

Aziz: "midam your the mother gha9bin 3ala ili ma yir9'a pretty face =))"

Ana I sat in the chair as he was ordering starbucks 3ugub, his phone kan ma3ay 

Shab the phone with a notification whats app

"انتقلت الى رحمة الله الغاليه......" 

...UMBAY hathi his grandmother! 

His grandmother tiwafat?! 

My heart sank, a7is wayhi galab alwan al7een shagoula I can't do it so suddenly.

He came with the drinks the smokes of the coffee nut latte filled the surrounding at Starbucks 

"Hayon 7abeebti 3a6eeni telephon 7a6aita bjan6itich?" 

A New Walk - Chapter 3

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She kept staring at me then the phone 

Me: "HAW RIDAY 3ALA IL PHONE NAJLA"

I felt the whole restaurant's eyes on me when I shouted

Najla's broud would've made me stab a chopstick in her eye at this point

she answered and got on with the phone call.

I felt my heart pounding through my shirt and back in, akeed fee shay Aziz w mayabi ygouli to worry me with the baby w dag 3ala Najla cause she's pretty close with me.

Yarabi ya 7abeebi Aziz ma fee shay...Yarabi ya 7abeebi Aziz ma fee shay....

9akat the phone.

Naj: "Hm...Haya...shoofay ana I don't want you to panic al7een please calm down"

It only made me panic even more.

Naj: "hayoon Aziz 7asha 7adith, he broke one of his hands and 9'agh6a mu rathi yanzil in the hospital"

I stared at her blankly I could feel the tears washing up the eyeliner off my face

At this point nisait I was even pregnant and I grabbed my jacket 7a6ait cash on the table for the lunch and ran off with the keys 

Naj:"HAYA WAIT! You don't even know waina" 

Me: "Najla please please yallah bamout Najla"

I stood near the car trying to unlock it with my tears all over the place 

Naj gave me the tightest hug I could ever ask for which I really needed.

She took the keys off me and drove to the hospital,

When we entered my knees weakend, I held his hand and kissed his forehead. 

Me:"shloun chithi, laish ma giltli 7abeebi :')" 

Aziz: *gave a side smile* "kilshay 9ar bsir3a Hayona please la t7ateeni tara ana zain"

Naj: "Matshoof shaar Aziz Ajer w 3afya inshallah, Haya ana in the hospital's cafeteria if you need anything tell me"

Aziz: "yallah 7abeebti itha t7ibeeni riday" 

Me: "Mara7 arid abeek trid wiyaay"

After a few minutes as I sat near him and all I did was stare at him holding his hand thinking to my self, ana a9lan shloun agdar a3eesh binouna?! 

Allah la ya7rumni min his closure I love him, my eyes my lips my bones my atoms and particles, they're his all his. Truly. 

The doctor came in

Dr.James: *shaked my hand* you've got a tough husband right here Mam he was an idol patient to deal with, Mr.Aziz you can now leave your blood pressure is back to normal you only have to make sure you come next week for your hand check up

Me: I know doctor he's a fighter- high school proved him right, thank you for your concern and care

6ala3 the doctor and Najla wadatna ilbait 

I fixed him dinner as we sat jidami the fire place I layed my head on his chest we didn't talk all we did is stare at the fireplace enjoying the closure, it was a peaceful moment.

After 15 minutes nam I woke him up and he went to bed it was almost 11 pm 

The bell rang 

I opened the door wala a delivery, flowers for Aziz I thought how sweet yemkin from a friend 7a6ait'hum on the table

Delivery man:"this flower bouquet is from Miss Dana she wishes Mr.Aziz a well recovery and wishes you good luck."

THAT BITCH.AGAIN. 

  

Ma shit'hum form the table when the maid comes tomorrow morning she can do whatever w now isn't a suitable time to talk to Aziz about Dana I'll wait for tomorrow.

I went to bed and I literally couldn't, *thinking* shdaraha hathi?! Akeed kan ma3aha Aziz yemkin he dropped her somewhere yemkin aku family business in the Company or hotel. 

Gimt and I prayed because I couldn't sleep with this much anxiety in me about Dana. 

I then went to bed and the morning came along...

A New Walk - Chapter 2

Shlounkum ^^? Jad I'm so glad to have had feed back about the first post thank you to those who did give me feed back via twitter enjoy this post ❤️ Inshallah the next one will be whenever I reach 100 followers on twitter :D

It was Dana, Aziz's second cousin ili kanat ga3da t7achi yam the car

Let me tell you all about her, since they were both young Aziz's parents and Dana's always had planned Ina lama yukbroun bizawjounhum ba3a9' but plans changed when we fell in love.

7agart ilwa9'3 3ind il car w I took the other way round walking to tesco's, thinking to my self; hathi shyayibha mu kafi all the stalking and na8zat ili kanat itgi6hum in Kuwait?!

Wai3 jad ma tinbili3 

After all the grocery shopping wadait il food to the house and called Najla

Najla is older than me she's 22 ga3da tkamil her studies in the university ta3araft 3alaiha one summer in London my parents know her parents so 3ila8atna tigdroun tgoloon good friends.

*phone call*

Me: "ahlan ahlan ili ma tdig wala tis2al up for late lunch today? 3ala 5pm? Aziz bi6awil ilyoum bilshi3'el he has a night time meeting"

Najla: "shway shway 3alai I'm up for it bas wain?"

Me: "mishtahya Chinese wala Japanese hmm...WASABI!"

Najla: "tam 4:30 ana 3indich"

At 5 I was ready and dressed I wore -

While we were at wasabi I told Najla 

Me: "Naj tathkireen Dana ili giltlich 3anha? Wana nazla lyoum shift'ha at the end of the road wain Aziz parks his car, they were laughing I could see, ma ri7t salamt wala shafouni. Naj intay t3arfeenha Dana um'wayhain a7is the only reason jidami she's good 3ashan tgarib min Aziz t'hagain shyayibha?"

Naj: "Hayon first of all Aziz loves you, secondly I'm sure ilyoum when he gets back he'll tell you Ina shafha wishkanat tabi wishyayibha"

*my phone rang* 

"INCOMING CALL AZIZ ❤️"..

Me:"2lo hala 7abeebi"

Aziz:"Hayona khalay ilmifta7 ilspare ta7it libab ilyoum ra7 at akhar zyada shway"

Kan mista3yil w the phone call was cut off, I tried so hard to get the thoughts of Dana min bali bas I couldn't I was worried in-fact too worried. Ma3ina 3azeez sa3at yita2akhar but this time after seeing Dana it made me even more inpatient to hear his voice again.

 

After 5 minutes later Naj's *phone rang*

Me: labilah la i7na wala these calls marathania we'll turn off our phones! 

Naj: "Haya....it's Aziz" She said with a bold voice as she looked up from her screen 

A New Walk - Chapter 1

Hii ♡ Short intro,

Yemkin some of you know me from cabezahasta.blogspot.com if not? Welcome aboard!

I'll summarise it to you, in cabezahasta blog it talked all about my highschool life and mainly my best friend Hessa (the writer) 's life, I fell in love with Aziz in highschool after sevral mishakil we faced, bas we stuck through. Later on I got married ba3a9'kum yemkin ygoul being married at 19 is too early bas that's that and I'm a mother to be ♡

This is my first story to write all alone, I hope ina ta3jibkum.

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Me? 

My name is Haya black long hair, brown eyes, and I'm currently in London and I will probably be for a while.
It's my first year of marriage and it's all new to me, just like first steps or a new walk.

*Alarm rang* 

It was a bone shattering freezing morning, as usual I thought.
I looked up from drying my hair bil towel, ree7at his perfume was a morning joy

Aziz: 9aba7 il khair ya 7ilwa

Me: 9aba7 ilnour digayig wil ryoug zahib

Aziz: allah la yheenich 7abeebti

Walaht 3ala ilKuwait w ahali since I've stayed here in London for a while with my husband Aziz. Bas truly I wouldn't regret a step I took as long as he's with me.

We're here 3ashan I'll be starting my course in September and Aziz also, bas ham Aziz has his fathers business here; a couple of buildings and a hotel he's now looking after.

We ate and everything he was off to work and I thought khal arou7 ashtiri groceries min tesco (jam3iya)
I tied my hair in a messy bun, winged eyeliner, grabbed my jacket w il haunter boots.
Nizalt to walk just around the block wala min ashoof standing at the car with MY aziz?!?...

A short post for a start :D
Inshallah as I progress and gain readers next post will be longer x